Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Wetting Day

Winter, Summer song & Spring
Autumn’s married daughters

Castles built of fragile sprig
Falling into waters

Fetch a pail, Boy! Bail us out!
The tides they swallow limbs!

Not this time, you hold too much!
You scoffed. I learnt to swim

Autumn, Winter, Old Man Death
Spring pedals line a grave

Gold and pearls adorn in vain
What money couldn’t save

Lining streets a solemn mass
Black coats and salty tears

Respects to dead deposits
Neglect to calm one’s fears

Monday, December 29, 2008

sidewalk angel

simple sidewalk angel
i've waited to touch your wings
with glowing eyes and peaceful heart
i've wondered where you've been
could i follow you to the end of time?
or, back from the edge of the earth?
if i took your hand tonight,
would i see the universe?

lovely sidewalk angel
my heart has ached in your absence
i could not find my way for long
without your watchful guidance
but with you close my eyes are wide
seeking that brilliant light
the sun, the stars, the moon that shine
that spear the burdening night

quiet sidewalk angel
i wish that i knew what is to come
fear can sometimes keep me from
the rewards i might otherwise have won
but knowing may neither give me will
nor the strength to follow those dreams
perhaps i'll continue day to day
learning about what life means

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Hey babe, I know you have not been feeling very sexy lately. Does that mean that you have not been feeling attractive to yourself or to me? I understand how one cannot feel attractive, but it is a strange trick to play on one's self. If you sat on your hand for a long enough time to make it dead, and then punched yourself in the nose with that hand, you might be tempted to blame that hand for it's intended harm. In the same way, I think you are tricking yourself to not feel attractive, because you do not know that you are responsible for your own self-perceptions. Secondly, you cannot control how I feel about you. You could try and make yourself more sexy through great external expenses, but you know that their is nothing more unattractive then falsity. Confidence is the great attractor.
I just want you to know that you are responsible for your own self-perceptions. To become dependent on another's opinion is to be a slave, like an addict who cannot live without externally induced pleasure. You could either remain a slave, or you can take charge. You can try and foster some kind of everlasting optimism, but what goes up must come down. Or, what I would recommend is to practicing having no opinions about self at all.
You might feel that because we have entered into a deep relationship, that my opinions about you are most important, but I would argue the contrary. When our relationship became a spiritual aknowledgement, it became, I would argue, a safe-haven not for the ego, but for the soul. Within the bounds of this relationship we have the freedom and the understanding to drop expectations, drop opinions, and practice living without self. That is what the rings on our fingers mean to me.
However, I know that it is not practical in this life to go on uncaring about the opinions of others, especially as we are not perfect. I am trying to take it up as practice though, and prefer to take up relationship contracts, whereby one tries to meet the expectations of others, in the same spirit of play that children adopt when they do make-beleive. Kids take on characters and play roles, but drop them just as suddenly in response to being called in for supper. That is, that our expectations should not be laws. In a storm, the most unbending trees are the ones that always break.

Love
your boy

Monday, December 22, 2008

Becoming Home

I see many unsatisfied individuals every day.  People, like myself, that seem uncomfortable in the life that they have chosen.  People that are disappointed with their job,  possibly unhappy with the world that they live in, or might be suffering from relationship woes.  Or maybe they are broke, or sick, or stressed from work, or unhappy with their health or physique.  Unable to help because they can't find help for themselves. 

Whatever it is the hinderance, I think I can relate to it.  I relate to it in a haze of admiration in a way, because in my world, any of those things would break my day.  If I were unhappy, I wouldn't be able to go to work.  I would be half of myself.  I dont know what motivates the unhappy person to get up and go every morning at seven. 

  I hope that my happiness is a reflection of goodness, rather than a lack of badness.  

I need to love everything around me before I can love the places I go to.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

for lovin' me by gordon lightfoot

that's what you get for lovin' me
that's what you get for lovin' me
ev'ry thing you had is gone
as you can see
that's what you get for lovin' me
i ain't the kind to hang around
with any new love that i found
cause movin' is my stock and trade
i'm movin' on
i won't think of you when i'm gone

so don't you shed a tear for me
b'cause i ain't the love you thought i'd be
i got a hundred more like you
so don't be blue
i'll have a thousand 'fore i'm through

now there you go you're cryin' again
now there you go you're cryin' again
but then some day when your poor heart
is on the mend
well i just might pass this way again

that's what you get for lovin' me
that's what you get for lovin' me
ev'ry thing you had is gone
as you can see
that's what you get for lovin' me
that's what you get for lovin' me

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Palling Around With Separatists

This is the "Firewall Letter" that Stephen Harper co-authored and delivered to the Premier of Alberta. The letter contains what obviously amounts to a call for Albertan separation from Confederation. The Alberta Agenda is all about keeping tar sands profits within Alberta so the money can't be used to help poorer provinces in the East.

When Harper tries to condemn the coalition for Bloc support, Canadians should read more into Harper's own past to see exactly where his loyalties lie--- Alberta first, Canada second....



Dear Premier Klein:

During and since the recent federal election, we have been among a large number of Albertans discussing the future of our province. We are not dismayed by the outcome of the election so much as by the strategy employed by the current federal government to secure its re-election. In our view, the Chretien government undertook a series of attacks not merely designed to defeat its partisan opponents, but to marginalize Alberta and Albertans within Canada’s political system. One well-documented incident was the attack against Alberta’s health care system. To your credit, you vehemently protested the unprecedented attack ads that the federal government launched against Alberta’s policies – policies the Prime Minister had previously found no fault with.

However, while your protest was necessary and appreciated by Albertans, we believe that it is not enough to respond only with protests. If the government in Ottawa concludes that Alberta is a soft target, we will be subjected to much worse than dishonest television ads. The Prime Minister has already signaled as much by announcing his so called “tough love” campaign for the West. We believe the time has come for Albertans to take greater charge of our own future. This means resuming control of the powers that we possess under the constitution of Canada but that we have allowed the federal government to exercise. Intelligent use of these powers will help Alberta build a prosperous future in spite of a misguided and increasingly hostile government in Ottawa.

Under the heading of the “Alberta Agenda,” we propose that our province move forward on the following fronts:

• Withdraw from the Canada Pension Plan to create an Alberta Pension Plan offering the same benefits at lower cost while giving Alberta control over the investment fund. Pensions are a provincial responsibility under section 94A of the Constitution Act. 1867; and the legislation setting up the Canada Pension Plan permits a province to run its own plan, as Quebec has done from the beginning. If Quebec can do it, why not Alberta?

• Collect our own revenue from personal income tax, as we already do for corporate income tax. Now that your government has made the historic innovation of the single-rate personal income tax, there is no reason to have Ottawa collect our revenue. Any incremental cost of collecting our own personal income tax would be far outweighed by the policy flexibility that Alberta would gain, as Quebec’s experience has shown.

• Start preparing now to let the contract with the RCMP run out in 2012 and create an Alberta Provincial Police Force. Alberta is a major province. Like the other major provinces of Ontario and Quebec, we should have our own provincial police force. We have no doubt that Alberta can run a more efficient and effective police force than Ottawa can – one that will not be misused as a laboratory for experiments in social engineering.

• Resume provincial responsibility for health-care policy. If Ottawa objects to provincial policy, fight in the courts. If we lose, we can afford the financial penalties that Ottawa may try to impose under the Canada Health Act. Albertans deserve better than the long waiting periods and technological backwardness that are rapidly coming to characterize Canadian medicine. Alberta should also argue that each province should raise its own revenue for health care – i.e., replace Canada Health and Social Transfer cash with tax points as Quebec has argued for many years. Poorer provinces would continue to rely on Equalization to ensure they have adequate revenues.

• Use section 88 of the Supreme Court’s decision in the Quebec Secession Reference to force Senate reform back onto the national agenda. Our reading of that decision is that the federal government and other provinces must seriously consider a proposal for constitutional reform endorsed by “a clear majority on a clear question” in a provincial referendum. You acted decisively once before to hold a senatorial election. Now is the time to drive the issue further.

All of these steps can be taken using the constitutional powers that Alberta now possesses. In addition, we believe it is imperative for you to take all possible political and legal measures to reduce the financial drain on Alberta caused by Canada’s tax-and-transfer system. The most recent Alberta Treasury estimates are that Albertans transfer $2,600 per capita annually to other Canadians, for a total outflow from our province approaching $8 billion a year. The same federal politicians who accuse us of not sharing their “Canadian values” have no compunction about appropriating our Canadian dollars to buy votes elsewhere in the country.

Mr. Premier, we acknowledge the constructive reforms that your government made in the 1990s – balancing the budget, paying down the provincial debt, privatizing government services, getting Albertans off welfare and into jobs, introducing a single-rate tax, pulling government out of the business of subsidizing business, and many other beneficial changes. But no government can rest on its laurels. An economic slowdown, and perhaps even recession, threatens North America, the government in Ottawa will be tempted to take advantage of Alberta’s prosperity, to redistribute income from Alberta to residents of other provinces in order to keep itself in power. It is imperative to take the initiative, to build firewalls around Alberta, to limit the extent to which an aggressive and hostile federal government can encroach upon legitimate provincial jurisdiction.

Once Alberta’s position is secured, only our imagination will limit the prospects for extending the reform agenda that your government undertook eight years ago. To cite only a few examples, lower taxes will unleash the energies of the private sector, easing conditions for Charter Schools will help individual freedom and improve public education, and greater use of the referendum and initiative will bring Albertans into closer touch with their own government.

The precondition for the success of this Alberta Agenda is the exercise of all our legitimate provincial jurisdictions under the constitution of Canada. Starting to act now will secure the future for all Albertans.

Sincerely yours,
Stephen HARPER, President, National Citizens’ Coalition;
Tom FLANAGAN, professor of political science and former Director of Research, Reform Party of Canada;
Ted MORTON, professor of political science and Alberta Senator-elect;
Rainer KNOPFF, professor of political science;
Andrew CROOKS, chairman, Canadian Taxpayers Federation;
Ken BOESSENKOOL, former policy adviser to Stockwell Day, Treasurer of Alberta.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

1. superficial charm and good intelligence
2. Absence of delusions
3. Absence of nervousness
4. Unreliability
5. Untruthfulness and insincerity
6. Lack of remorse or shame
7. Inadequately motivated antisocial behaviour
8. Poor judgement and failure to learn by experience
9. Pathologic egocentricity and incapacity for love
10. General poverty in major affective reactions
11. Specific loss of insight
12. Unresponsiveness in general interpersonal relations
13. Fantastic and uninviting behaviour
14. Suicide rarely carried out.
15. Sex life impersonal, trivial, and poorly integrated
16. Failure to follow any life plan.
17. Grandiose sense of self-worth
18. Proneness to boredom/need for stimulation
19. Conning/manipulativeness

a challenge to you

for someone who has just lost someone, and who fears losing several more in the coming weeks due to terminal illness, i challenge anyone who reads this to tell everyone in their life "i love you".

never underestimate how powerful it can be to verbalize your feelings. they probably know that you love them, but they will appreciate hearing it said out loud.

to those who feel that they do not have anyone in their lives, i love you.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

This Just In:

This afternoon, Stephen Harper and our Governor-General Michelle Jean have ignored the will of the majority of Parliament, thereby overriding the Canadian democratic process to allow the Conservatives seven more weeks of propaganda as an attempt to try and stave off the inevitable.

Prorogation has always been a dirty word. It stands as a political maneuver of last resort, or a dirty trick reserved for tyrannical kings. Why would Jean allow this to happen? Is she simply trying to leave a lasting legacy in a role that traditionally stays utterly benign? Or did she just do the opposite of what everyone thought she was going to do for the sake of irony? Either way, Stephen Harper has asked Parliament to shut down without dissolving simply so he can spend your money for seven more weeks on campaign-like advertisements attacking Dion, Duceppe and Layton.

The Conservatives will now go on the offensive, with a media blitz aimed at labeling the coalition government undemocratic or unconstitutional. They will try to say that Canadian voters gave the Conservatives a new mandate after the election. This is simply misleading. Harper would have us believe that our system of governance is more like the American style. But here in Canada we don't vote a party into power, we vote for a single MP. It is then up to that sitting MP to decide who will become Prime Minister. Harper's Cons received the most seats of any party, this is true, but he did not receive the majority of house seats needed to rule as he wishes. The majority of the house has now spoken, Stephen Harper no longer has the confidence of the majority of sitting MP's. Prorogation is simply avoiding the inevitable.

Michelle Jean should have acted her proper neutral role and allowed Harper to face the vote as he should have. I thought Christmas was going to come early. Now it's going to be late.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Ideas Into Action

Click here to read an article calling for a left-wing coalition, written and submitted even before the last Canadian election.

The Anti-Coalition Coalition's Anti-Petition Petition

Stephen Harper knows a thing or two about coalitions, after all, he was once the President and Vice-President of the National Citizens Coalition.

All this crazy talk of left-wing coalition building is taking the spotlight away from the more troubling issue. We currently have a Prime Minister who, in the midst of an economic downturn, would rather craft policies based more on partisan warfare than financial prudence. Harper and his administration have been bullying parliament for too long now, passing legislation designed to corner the opposition into submitting rather than calling another very early and unwanted election.
Harper's attempts to plow salt into the fields of the Liberal Party by cutting off their funding has actually created this new left-wing coalition as a reactionary tactic. I won't argue, it seems strange. A separatist, a socialist and a centrist running the country together. Odd bedfellows indeed. But nobody knows what type of results this style of governance will produce. And after deep contemplation, I just can't think of one problem arising from any type of coalition building. That's what democratic governments do in order to function properly.
Don't let any of the media's scare tactics dissuade you from this wavelength of positivity. The Bloc have promised stability for at least 18 months, the NDP and the Liberals have both made compromises in order to bring about positive change to Canada. We may not fully know where this new style of leadership will take us, but what results have the Conservatives produced in their attempts to create an Emperor in a Parliamentary democracy? Our respectable standing in the world has been slowly diminished, as have our precious natural resources been sold off at an accelerated pace southwards to the United States. We need a new vision to deal with new global problems. Not the same old corporate bullshit that produces such ghastly economic, environmental and social imbalances. Harper has to go...
As I conclude, I'd just like to recall for a moment one Mr. Stephen Harper recently standing up in Parliament to announce to the speaker that in forming a coalition, the opposition are about to play one of the biggest political games in history. He may be right, their game is pretty big. But Harper failed to mention that the trophy for the biggest political game ever played still rests on his own mantle at 24 Sussex. Harper's condemnation of political coalition building must be reserved specifically for the left. For if one is to stare long enough at his Conservative Party of Canada, one may just barely make out the old crookedly stitched seams where the Reform Party became the Canadian Alliance, and together with the PC's they formed the new right-wing Frankenstein currently stalking Parliament. Guess who masterminded this great merger of Conservative ideologies?

Friday, November 28, 2008

Holiday season 2009

Walking home today I tried to focus on every vertical panel of the wood fence on the right hand side.  It felt better than looking at the fence entirely.

Nobody that I know wants, nor needs, anything at all this year.

This year should be for children (15 and under lets say).
For us adults, here's an idea.

How about you place $40.00 in an envelope for each person you had planned to purchase a gift for, and label each envelope with their name.  Put it in a smart place.   When the time comes, that $$$ will go away from you on behalf of the person who it was allotted to.  For instance:

-If that person hits hard times within the year, buy them something they need.  
-If they get sad, buy them something to cheer them up.
-Donate the $$$ to a charity or organization that they believe in.
-Purchase them the means growing their own food.  It should only cost roughly  $40.00     and about an hour of labour.  

Here is the present under the tree:

Dear                         ,

Please understand that this year, my gift is completely intangible. If you have purchased something for me that I do not need, I plan on passing it on to someone who needs it more, On behalf of yourself.  Thank you from all of us.
P.S. if you dont understand it, txt me.

love,                                 .



Tuesday, November 25, 2008

the power of people

while checking my email i came upon this news tidbit and photo (unidentified photographer). please check reliable sources for more current information and details.

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Thousands of protestors occupied Thailand's main international airport Wednesday, halting all flights in a blow to the country's already-fragile tourism industry as they pressed their demand for the government's resignation.



The airport takeover was one of the boldest gambles yet by the People's Alliance for Democracy in its four-month campaign to topple Prime Minister Somchai Wongsawat, whom it accuses of being the puppet of a disgraced fugitive predecessor, billionaire Thaksin Shinawatra.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Inflammation Proclamation

Lottery hope by methamphetamine wisdom
Wealth and good fortune by helicopter drop
Sipping a soft drink from an Aeron chair
Were it not for Ipods – one could have heard “Pop ”

Nothing but a shell of a former white mansion
I sold off my Lexus to cover my Benz
Somebody said they would come home to roost
I thought they said chickens– instead it was hens

Diverse portfolios make wonderfully good fuel
First for the bubble and finally the fire
The lift will take you to the penthouse suite
The fall – to the bread lines with labor for hire

Ash Wednesday, Black Tuesday, Good Friday’s somber wake
We’re all April fools waking up on Sunday
Closing the book at chapter 11
The freeway to serfdom – your 401k

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

to connect

i have learned, in my short life so far, the need to feel attached to the human race, to be a part of the universe. i understand how important it is to connect. although this connection can be to things, to ideas, to feelings, and to thoughts, the most profound of my connections have been those with other people.

one should not underestimate the power of truth. being open, and sometimes painfully honest, with other people can get right to the core of our being. without censor, without pride, and without denial. there may be fear, as this is a great endeavour. but, with so much to risk there is infinity to gain. to connect with people in love, in joy, in fear, in sorrow, in grief. it is wondrous to feel life through a second person.

i've been incredibly blest, and perhaps undeservingly so, to have the opportunity to do this. beyond finding this connection with friends and family - which i take care now to qualify, i try never to take for granted - i have been able to make this connection with strangers. this, more than anything, has been the most provoking experience of my adult life. it instills in me a burning desire to touch and taste and hear. i want to be ever more aware of this world and all that it offers. and even more, it gives me great hope, the kind that yearns and aches with brilliance. i hope for the time when we all might connect. in this we would find the ultimate compassion, and perhaps, eternal peace.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

It Has Been Said...

Good morning, good evening, good afternoon. Ladies and gentlemen, doctors, charlatans, foe.
We’re doing it again, again and again— the ink is love, the answer is ‘I don’t know.’ I know, I know, this hardly seems fair. Awareness, they taught, was a scale. Well, as it turns out, me became we and our ‘one way’ a permanent jail. It has been said that words give meaning, great change comes when a word has been spoken. Words can be written, read, altered and destroyed. Intent, however, just cannot be broken. Having said that, we’re starting to remember who we are again. Fear once kept us in a perpetual state of amnesia, but I am no longer afraid...

Monday, November 17, 2008

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Otherworldly

Breathing with Anxiety.

Take 2 minutes. close your eyes. now open them a crack and focus on nothing in particular.
count your breaths, even, smooth, and effortlessly.
1..., 2...., 3...., 4...., 1...., 2...., 3...., 4....,
If thoughts, desires, fantasies, worries arise, do not judge, do not evaluate, no good/bad, right/wrong, selfish/unselfish, just let them go and return to the breath.

How did you do? I bet that that things did arise, but you were able to come back to the breath.
Ever feel anxious?
mind racing, heart beating fast and pounding.

Anxiety is simply physical sensation. a flush to the cheeks, a mild acid sensation in the chest, a quickly beating heart. This is normal and perfectly healthy.

Where anxiety goes wrong is when we start to label and evaluate those sensations.
This is bad, My heart is beating too fast, everyone can see my red face,

or we start to over-evaluate things from outside.
S/he doesn't like me, they think I am an idiot/loser/immature/freak/etc. That person is dangerous, or anything.

These evaluations act like threatening situations to our bodies, our bodies pump up the juice, and the sensations get stronger, then more evaluation, and on goes the cycle.

The cerebral cortex is mediating the sympathetic nervous system, and dumping adrenalin into the blood, which is activating the adrenal gland which secretes cortisol (a stress hormone) etc, etc,

So what can you do? Go back to the breath. cut out the evaluations and breathe with the present moment. Examine the physical sensations as they are, and watch them go. Absorb the anxiety, don't treat it as an outsider.

And all will be well.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

a model of companioning by dr. alan d. wolfelt

companioning is about walking alongside; it is not about leading.

companioning is about being still; it is not about frantic movement forward.

companioning is about discovering the gifts of sacred silence; it is not about filling every painful moment with talk.

companioning is about listening with the heart; it is not about analyzing with the head.

companioning is about bearing witness to the struggle of others; it is not about judging or directing those struggles.

companioning is about being present to another person's pain; it is not about taking away or relieving the pain.

companioning is about going to the wilderness of the soul with another human being; it is not about thinking you are responsible for finding the way out.

Poles

Sometimes I feel like I am driving onto a highway, you know those on-ramps, the curves, the pull that just keeps going and going and going, you wish it would stop, it makes you feel sick and then finally you straighten out only to realize you now are about to merge onto a 4 lane highway, MERGE, MERGE, MERGE!! Then other days I feel like I have crossed the dimension from the reality we know, I have come in contact with the condition, the moment, the connection that seems to slow down time, its wonderful. I guess we cannot have one without the other, otherwise we would not know the difference and therefore not appreciate the relief. Just like the seasons. North Pole and South Pole, apparently we have a similar magnetic magic in our own bodies, the head being the positive and the feet being the negative. Which direction do you sleep in? My head is towards the east and my feet are towards the west.

There was a recent article saying that a 10 year old student at Northridge elementary school had seen a large cat behind the school, which snarled at him, and he reported it to his father who pushed this story to the Saanich news. I originally thought, child is exaggerating, father is overreacting, what has the world become. But in recent weeks, my baby was born, there has been a paradigm shift, and I have become a legitimate father. I would never put my children in harms way. I also may have become a half-assed environmentalist, asking myself, “what is more important?” and why?

Since then, There has been numerous cougar sightings in the area, including one very nearby, and the community that I live in has requested that we not leave our children unattended in the communal backyard, and to be on guard at all times as cougars can become quite aggressive at this time of year.

Possibly, part of being human is BEING - MAN, acting in my own interest before the interests of others, Securing the homefront. This is never anything that I have considered before fatherhood, which makes me think that this is a product of reproduction. But, my question is, is this a natural change of focus or is this a process of becoming older? Also, what really does matter more? The Cougar's instinct or my child's safety?

Friday, November 14, 2008

Fictional Reserve

In March of 2007 the turbulence started. Many of us could feel it coming, but those ‘moneyed scientists’ didn’t want to pay attention to our poor human passions. Their unwavering faith in numbers would challenge the idea that it was all coming apart at the seems, decidedly not about to burst into a thousand fragmented pieces somewhere over the ocean of unserviceable debt.. Still the stewards of the greenest green flying machines were saying everything could continue functioning normally. We should resume buying drinks and paying for them through Visa.— a soft landing was the only probable outcome. This reassurance was all fine and good for the indebted slave who functioned throughout daily life never contemplating what his superiors would call the big picture, because nobody cared what the big picture looked like through the eyes of a family about to foreclose on their very first home. The magic of modern accounting failed to account for this family, as well as the idea that diversifying risk was a bit like killing off an unwanted ant colony. If the slow acting poison smelled sweet enough, more ants would return to feed. Delighted by this seemingly free and abundant source of magical sustenance, the ants would begin taking the poison home to feed their young, totally unaware that an hour of tragedy was looming for the entire colony. This could have been avoided, had the masses paid attention to the warnings given by the intuitive few. But they didn’t. And when the poison had been spread throughout the entire system— Alt-A mortgages, teen credit cards, equity loans, collateralized debt obligations— those who ate most of it became symptomatic first.
Money making money seemed like a sweet deal but once again relied upon people’s faith. Faith in the markets. Faith in the ignorant— those who would never come to accept the fact that not enough gold existed anywhere in the world to represent what had already been lent. It was a bust from the beginning because we’d already seen the practice of usury and its negative effects on an economy. Debt was never equal to wealth. Debt was always the equivalent of slavery— with a dictionary definition of sin. It was by no accident that every great world religion came to view lending money at interest an act against God and humanity. Why? Because the ancients new paper money was based upon a fallacy. This was also one of the reasons for the American Revolutionary war. The country’s founding fathers new that private ownership over the coining of money would usher in the return of massive federal debts. The people’s tangible assets would disappear, replaced instead by worthless paper receipts— fiat currency— proving ownership of debt backed by nothing but thin air.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Falling Asleep

Waiting for my chemical numb.
My massaging messenger.
Bringing me gifts of landscapes, ideas and feelings foreign to my conscious soul.

Over or under the Mulberry bush.
Cradling nursery rhyme logic.
Unabated Images. There is no rest from rest.
We are forever dancing, feeling, living an existence unnatural and unknown.
We inhabit it together.
You
and I.
The journey to the center of the earth, a quiet stroll in the park, death & torture.
Flying.
I am most alone and uncaring in this regard.
When it comes.
That renderless pixie.
Depositing freedom.
Bodiless, I indulge myself.
I deserve it, I think. Body's can be so cumbersome can't they?
All that breathing and thinking about moving.
Where I'm going, things just happen.
They just are.
And I accept it.
I await it.
With open unmoving arms.
And a soft soft pillow.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Energy

We are living on this earth that appears to be divided
Different shapes and colors of land separated
Yet connected by vast blue bodies of water
Everything populated with Life
Life Energy - an electrical surge of feeling
Filling everything we know and everything we don't
New Dimensions
We need to embrace this presence
capture it and use it for fuel
if for no other reason than to just feel it in the deepest part of ourselves
so we can then radiate it back out
into everything we sense and everyone we know
There will always be light and dark
happiness and sadness
peace and war
love and hate
This is real
But we have gone to extremes
We must find our balance again
And we must truly believe that when we feel this great energy
It Grows
Others begin to feel it as well

Friday, November 7, 2008

mother earth

i want the earth
i want to feel her beating core, pulsing with me
pulsing within me
i want to dance in her tears and marvel in her radiance
i want to go home

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

New Skin

I find it so very refreshing to hear Obama speaking the language of peace, hope and understanding to his fellow citizens. His words flow in stark contrast to the deranged vocabulary employed by the Bush administration these past eight years. If only for a brief moment, such liberating winds of change once again feel warm and right, as Americans gleefully shed that old, itchy skin of near-tyranny, replacing it instead with a newer, healthier epidermis. The election of Barack Obama to the Presidency is a hugely symbolic event, and not just because of the colour of his skin. I hope that truly for the first time in her history, the United States of America will seize this opportunity to employ the might of her collective will for positive transformation.
Obama will not be a perfect President, this is for certain, and portions of white middle America may never give a black man a chance. But the message is out there now, the ball is rolling. The majority of Americans are happy again because they feel that their democratic system may actually have worked this time.
If only for this moment, I'm joyful that I have been witness to the shedding of the wrinkled flesh of white aristocracy for a face more representative of what America once stood for. Opportunity.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Waiting For Twilight

solace

leaves fall, faces change
the autumn winds are blowing
but my heart is warm